Day Six - A Stranger.

I've found myself that when I talk to some of my closest friends recently "Hello Stranger." is usually said.
Then I think wow, have I really not been going out of my way to see you guys. What's going on! I've realised these people are a huge part of my life and i've been taking them for granted. These are the people from school I need to stay in touch with, without you i'll be lost! I'm sorry that I haven't been the best friend I can be.

Day 5 - Your Dreams

Every time I close my eyes I see my name in shinning lights,

I swear the world better prepare for when i'm a billionaire.

Day 3 - Your Parents. Day 4 - Your Siblings.

I have 4 parents.
I, like every other teenager have fights with them.
I think that's okay, cause I know that they only say stuff because they want the best for me.
I love them very much.

I have 3 Step Brothers and a Step Sister.
I hate calling them step.
I wonder what it'd be like growing up with them.
I love them lots aswell.

I wish I could see my family more.
I miss them, a lot.

Day Two - Your Crush.

Crush, god I had that word.
He made me smile and laugh and gave great hugs and he's gorgeous. He did silly little things that made him adorable. He told me exactly what was on his mind. He made me feel safe. He put up with my 'blonde' moments. He likes the same things as me. He most prolly is the loveliest, kind and amazing guy you'd ever want to meet. And I gathered all that from about two weeks of getting to know the him. If I see his name my heart drops. I don't know even how to say hello. It's prolly ridiculous that I still like him, but it's that fact there could have been something. It's hard to let that go. But at the end of the day, I still like him - That's a crush right? It'd be nice to start over, if he wanted to.

Day One - My Best Friend.

Amber Louise Bull

I don't know what i'd do without this gal. She's there when I need her and she's there when I really don't! Back in primary school I used to HATE her and I think it was because she could do scoobies and I didn't know how yet. But then I decided I liked her and we're still friends to this day :P We've had our ups, we've had our downs. We've had some great memories involving the most stupid things. She stuck by me through my "emo" days as much as she couldn't stand those bracelets and she helps me in just about every decision I make.

I'd just like to say thank you for being an amazing friend through the years. You're an incredible, talented, smart person and I take you for granted alot of the time. This is just a little thing to remind you that I lavee yaa and I hope we stay friends for even more years to come :) <3

The 30 Day Letter Challenge.

Day 1 - Your Best Friend

Day 2 -Your Crush

Day 3 - Your parents

Day 4 - Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 -Your dreams

Day 6 - A stranger

Day 7 -Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 - Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 - Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 - Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to

Day 11 - A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 - The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 - Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 - Someone you've drifted away from

Day 15 - The person you miss the most

Day 16 - Someone that's not in your state/country

Day 17 - Someone from your childhood

Day 18 - The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 - Someone that pesters your mind, good or bad

Day 20 -The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 - Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 - Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 - A person that caused you to change

Day 24 - The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 - The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 - The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 - The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 -Someone that changed your life

Day 29 - The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 - Your reflection in the mirror

Twenty One - Events.

I've been thinking, I might give my blog a new look. It seems plain at the moment. Anyway lets cut to the chase. I've had a lovely month and a half. I said i'd blog about them... and I have. Now.

16th Birthday

Saturday 12th June 2010

I spent this day with a few amazing people, I had my doubts about it because loads of people were dropping out. In the end a fair few turned up. I couldn't ask for a better mix of people, who would have thought sitting in Colwick Park with way to much food would end up being what it was. I love you guys.

Carlton le Willows Induction Week

28th June 2010 - 1st July 2010

The first step on deciding which college i'm actually going to attend. Loads of people from Gedling are going there, so it's not like i'd be starting all over again, it'll be comforable. It's a nice school and the subjects i'm taking (Drama, Media, English Lit and Psychology) seem to be really good and I can't wait to start the courses. Tuesday was Derby Uni - I'm not going there, simply because I don't like it! But that day  I ended up talking to some gals from CLW and they were lovely; I spent the RAF day with them as well. Skeg was a long tiring day, but I wouldn't take it back. I spent it with some ACE people and had soooo much fun ;)

Redhill Induction

5th July 2010

Don't have a picture for this. It's a nice school. I mostly spent the day with Hench. Although he was in NONE of my lessons. The silly gay! Anywhoo, I seriously thinking about this option, I really liked the lessons, atmosphere and people. Although it prolly won't happen, it's still a nice place.

Prom

9th July 2010

This is a picture of me and my closest friends. I wanted this because theses girls are the ones who've been with me through thick and thin. These are the girls i've had the most memories with. These are the girls I never want to forget. You're Incredible.

Prom was a nice night, got to see everyone all done up. Some great tunes were played and overall an enjoyable night. Although not as good as I imagined.

Buxton Fringe Festival

20th July 2010 - 23rd July 2010

Craft. I love you guys. Everyday was different, none the less it was pretty amazing. From walking in the pouring rain to drinking Bucks Fizz at Sian's this is a week a won't forget for a very long time. These guys are all lovely, talented, genuine people. Our performance every night was above parr and we had the review to prove it. There's so much to say about it, but no words to descirbe our adventure. Well... Maybe one... Wow.

Twenty - Things to Look Forward To.

Y'know, I might just start doing this again, like more often; wastes some time I s'pose. But here's the thing, my life has just got significantly boring. Thanks Good Ole Exams! God I can't wait until this is over.

Things to Look Forward to:
16th Birthday
Carlton Le Williows Induction Week
Redhill Induction
Prom
Buxton Fringe Festival

I'll prolly blog about them individually... Not that anyone carse or will read it, but I like doing it when i'm bored ;)
I know half of those don't sound exciting, but they WILL be soo good :D

If you bothered to read this... Sorry if you got bored :)

Nineteen - Useless Information.

A whole week not going on facebook.
Admittedly I have a problem, but what can you do? Don't go on for a week. You'll miss it! But when you come back, you'll be like SHIT this IS boring; Why am I wasting my time, jezuz I gotta write this on my blog which no one reads and I never write on ;)

Eighteen - BLOGGY, OGGY OGGY.

OI OI OI!

Seventeen - You're Entirely Bonkers!

Why, sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast...





One, there is a potion that can make you shrink.


Two, there is a cake that can make you grow.

Three, animals can talk.

Four, cats can disappear.

Five, there is a place called

W o n d e r l a n d.

Six,  I can slay the Jabberwocky.  

 

Sixteen.

Saw Alice in Wonderland today. Amazing film, well I thought it was :)

I think I may go and read the books now...

And watch the disney cartoon version.

I was shocked to see in a childrens film a blue catepillar smoking what seemed to be weed...

The things they're teaching children these days xD

Fifteen - Youth Theatre.

Did I ever mention I do youth theatre? Well if I haven't then now I have.
So i'm in a theater group called craft and thats fun :D And also in feb and october half terms I do playhouse youth theater. I've been going to this for ages cause it's fun and i've met so many nice people, anywho, anyone can go to the half term workshops and from that you get picked for the main show on the main stage in front of loads of people, only if they think your good enough and can handle it... and guess who got into their little production ;)
So, exicted... First rehearsal was yesterday and that was incredibley fun I already knew like a third of the people there already so that was gooood... The plays called Blood Wedding... GOOGLE IT. We haven't been told parts yet but we'll know them next week ;)
I actually can't believe I got in... It just goes to show that not giving up on things and working harder does sometimes actully work :) GOD that sounds cheesy xD Oh well...

COME AND SEE IT :D

Fourteen.

I wish I could see you more.

Thirteen - formspring.me.

Question? http://formspring.me/Lovelybonesx

Twelve - Ouch.

Is in so much pain. Stage fighting and 30 Seconds To Mars not a good mix. Yesterday was so stressy, incredibley happy I have a do nothing day, but actually thats a lie... I've done NO coursework, NO revision and as I am determined not to fail, today is going to be shit. Why do I prioritise drama over everything else?

The concert was amazing though ;)
Playhouse Youth Theatre - Great week, met some lovely people :)

Eleven - Stress.

English Coursework.
Art Coursework.
Science Revison.
Drama Exam.
Lack Of Money.
Lack Of Seeing The Boyfriend.
Lack Of Sleep.
Drama All Day.
30 Seconds to Mars.

STRESS.

Ten - The Product of a Bored Girl.

I learnt a new word... Chronological :)
Actually i've known of this word for years... But hey, who's complaining?

Woke up this morning, feelin' like p diddy ;) whatever that means. Actually I woke up before my alarm went off :O achievement... I was still late to school though :P First had drama, didn't do anything... This is a very bad thing, we're doing stuff for our final performance and my group have 2 ish scenes done. Fail. Second, Art. The only lesson I look forward to and enjoy. All you ever need is a 4B pencil and some good tunes ;) I'm drawing ballet shoes, when i'm done i'll post it :) Actually the rest of the day was very uneventful... So i'm not even going to bother...

Pippas birthday thing tomorrow, that should be fun :D
Valentines day with my dick'ed sunday :D I miss him lots, haven't seen him for like a year :|

Well... that was boring and pointless.

Nine - Decision?

I'm doing Footwear I think... Ballet shoes.
I don't have a foot fetish, I just think ballet shoes are pretty :)

Eight - Creativity Fail.

Jolly :)


My final piece in art got an A and I haven't even finished it, I’ve brought to home to perfect or at least try to perfect it. I'll hopefully go up a few marks, can't remember how many for an A*. The camera on my phone is being incredibly gay and won't take photos for some strange reason, but I guess I’ll use my camera; it'll be better quality anyway.

Today was alright, we got our exam paper for art which is pretty exciting, but the thing is, I don't know what to do, I need help seriously. The starting points I like are: Footwear; Sunshine and Sunbathing; Fears, Phobias and Superstitions; Reflections and Masks.

Footwear seems good but I get the feeling if I do that the examiner and everyone will think I have a strange foot fetish lol.
Sunshine and Sunbathing seems fun but, I dunno.
Fears, Phobias and Superstitions sounds really good, with that i'd get to draw weird things and show my dark side ;) But the thing is,

I'm lacking in inspiration.

Is that a bad thing lol?
Reflections sounds good but we've already done a reflective forms project and I wanna do something different.
Masks is alright, but some are just to tricky and effort lol, but I did have the good idea of a surgical mask with blood and demented doctors and stuff but then again. I may have an image in my head, but whether that'll look good on paper is another thing. Once I've decided what i'm doing, i'll share it with you :P

By the sound of things, you'd think all I do artartart. I do, do other subjects but they're boring. Drama's good but it's nothing worth blogging about at the minute.

Seven - Art Rant.

Today has been sort of an Inbetween day. Seeing Tim was obviously the highlight, I always cheer up abit when I get to see him and his hairy ways :).
The art exam was a fail, 10 hours of boring. I went in the the exam yesterday optimistic and all and then it sort of went all down hill when I basically wasted two hours (I drew on the shiny side be accident and so had to start again) that pissed me off, so for the rest of the time I just couldn't be arsed. I'm not even finnished still got another bit to do, which will take time and effort and I really can't be arsed. To top off having art constantly for 2 days, guess what I have first lesson tomorrow. FML. Can't wait for this new project, hopfully it'll be good, I'll blog about it tomorrow I think. I'll post some pictures when I've started it as well. :)
I think I said that last time... Lol.

Six - Saturday Morning Stories.

I said to myself I was going to do this more often, but i've had nothing good to talk about...
Amber and I are thinking about making a joint Youtube Channel, that'll be fun :) A&E It'd be or somthing along those lines. Aha, we're such sadlifes. But I have a feeling that it won't happen, niether of us can ever be arsed to be honest. I was actually thinking of making one myself, like a "vlog" type thing. I don't know who would watch it though, i'd prolly get some strange russian stalkers watching them... And I don't particularlly like the idea of that.
This weekends going to we so boring... Again. Tim's off at his dads again. Depressing much? I never get to see him these days, 3 or so hours a week dosen't feel like enough. Talking on the phone and MSN is just not the same. All i'm asking is one freeeakin' weekend :(
Going town with mum today might buy something nice, even though all my moneys is going fast, I have too much stuff to pay for and nothing for myself.
Oh yeah I was thinking of posting some of my artwork on here... When I start the final art project i'll post some pictures so you can see my artisticness :D

End Transmisson.

Five.

"If I had but an hour of love
If that be all is given me
An hour of love upon this earth
I would give my love to thee."

-The Lovely Bones.

Four - Lovely Bones.

So i've just finnished watching The Lovely Bones. When I first heard about this film I got well jolly... You know cause of LovelyBonesx (blog URL) so obviously I was going to want to see it. By coincidence Gayboy (Luke Hinchley) was watching The Lovely Bones last night and sent me the link. I never got round to "google-ing" the film to see what is was about, all I knew is that is was sad from what Gayboy told me. When I went on the link there was a short synopsis on the film. It was then I found out the film was about a 14 year old girl who had been raped and murdered. Oh dear did I feel bad, I went on to watch the film. It is INCREDIBLY sad and now my MSN address, Facebook URL, Blog URL, Youtube Username and OMGPOP Username now look like i've stolen the name from that film. When in actual fact, I did steal the name, but I stole it from a Kids In Glass Houses song.

I can't actually be bothered to change all that stuff, I mean it's not like i'm trying to be sad, but I did make all this stuff like over a year ago. So really how was I supposed to know. Oh well, I guess...
Lol :)

Three - HTML Failure.

Oh dear.
I desparately need to regain HTML skills, I used to be legend at it.
My Myspace was always the shizz. Blogger brings out the worst in me.
=(

Two - Second Thoughts.

Okay, so I have a blog now. I should have thought this through really,


my life isn't blogable.

Well atleast at the moment it isn't. It might get more interesting once I start doing drama again, but then again that's only for two hours a week. Who knows, if this acting thing actually goes somewhere then I might actually have something to write about :D
It's not like anyone will read my blog anyway :)

One - Blog The First.

I made a blog. I've thought about making one before now... but I have never been bothered.
I was bothered today. So here it is...